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and i have no regret...
Saturday, January 15, 2011 | 11:32 AM | 0 comments
Yes, i'm no longer a-future-MRS-J.A. I've pulled it off. And down here, is what i wrote a few years back...for him...putting it up, for i know he deserves better. And this silly me, need something as a memory...I thank you J (my berry)For being u… For ur smiles For the way u look at me For the way u look into my eyes For the way u wipe my sweat For the way u make me laugh For the way u hold my hands For the way u ask me how do I do For buying me ice cream when I feel like eating it For kissing my forehead whenever I’m near… For kissing my cheek when we met n when we r about to be apart For bearing with my temper… For the way u act so cool when they tease us… For acting like u don’t have anythg to do with me but then come to me once in a while just to hug/smile/kiss me… For they way u sweep away my hair from my face For letting me go back earlier without u For being such an understanding guy For the stares For the food-share For the calls n msg For the hugs, be it bear hug or quick hug For the fights n make up after that For the kiddos in u For the gifts For the kebaya nyonya that I still don’t dare to wear For being such a berry- sweet n sour at times For always telling me that things gonna be okay… For the hard works to fix things that was ruin by me For the comfort after the fights For letting me go For letting me know I was the one that u adore For being such an understanding fella For never letting me down For the cries and smiles For everythg, baby… So here I am, as u can see… Ive failed, not. Im wiser…am wiser, im sadder but im wiser too.. U were right, he’s never gonna be mine. But im fine, I AM fine. I learned a lot. Now I know how to love again…too bad I met u not today… But I know u r fine and happy, n I want you to know its ok. Whatever I did, im sorry,again, here I am with my deepest apology,…im sorry. Ive never lied when I said u r the best guy that I could wish for. So, im sure, she will tresure u, since she knows that she cant be any luckier. Don’t worry too much bout me baby… Coz im no longer the one who used to cry on your shoulder. Im big, im wiser. And im doing good. All I need is time to heal, to forget him, to be happy again.Until then, just remember, I cant never thank you enough for everything u’ve done |