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And the new saga starts..
Saturday, January 15, 2011 | 11:08 AM | 0 comments
How many times have you met a really sweet cute guy and thought, “omg! He’d be a great catch, but he’d nvr go for me,”? Well, if u r anythg like me, then the answer shud be zillion times. My fwens say, “u shudnt feel that way! U r the magnum of the ice cream world, u r the rolex of the watch shop n u r the supreme pizza plus garlic bread!” Well...im just lack of confidence. Esp when it comes to men.i always think im not up to his league. How to be confidence? Wear stilettos that could double up as pogo sticks, expose ur flesh, swivels ur hips when u walks, tosses ur hair when u laugh? Or shud I just start to read n read n read till there’s zero on earth I don’t have any idea on? I don’t know. People say, just be urself. People say, do it ur own way. People say, don’t let them turn u down. I just can’t master the way of being confident in this case. All I did was fake it. Yep, until I make it, I bet. Blablabla.. Him? Why shud I write bout him? Well, bimbo im not. But im just to free that mymind can’t stop by being bothered of him. Sigh. Not that I like it. Yet, im not complainingla…hehehe… Theres still too much to discover. He got these colorful layers that nvr fail to amuse me. Kejap dia mcm gila2. kejap mcm composed gle. Kejap mcm ni. Kejap mcm tu… I might hate him since I always believe the saying, “tak kenal maka tak benci”…but, worth trying. I just don’t notice when does this silliness starts. Saya.sayang.awak. Btw, I aint affected by harmless flirt, nor brotherly love, so,don’t worry bout me. vee |