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I'm going to turn 27 soon, Insya Allah...and i have decided to take a small step ahead...into the arms of My Beloved. My Creator.
In the past years, there were a lot of things i did, and some of it i am not even proud of...but letting go is hard...susah sangat...
My first step, starts with pakai tudung. Trying my best to fully covering my aurat... And trust me, its not as simple as grabbing a piece of cloth and wrap myself in it.
Yes, i am still trying. There are glitches here and there, but i am trying my best.
Astaghfirullah...there are times la kan, that i miss all those parties i've attended...the warm hugs i got....hmmm...but no. Wearing a tudung is a serious deal for me.
Sedih sebenarnya, for there are awkward moments...i no longer let myself into those warm comforting hugs of my male friends and family...and i no longer join my friends for some activities...
It's like, dah biasa makan nasi but suddenly u have to change and eat just bread instead. Boleh, tapi it takes time. And of course rasa rindu tu ada. Tapi kena cepat-cepat ingatkan diri untuk beristighfar...
Sekarang, saya cuma berdoa, dan minta semua org tolong doakan sekali, supaya saya kuat. Benda ni kecil...nampak remeh, but if you walk in my shoes, u will understand how hard it is.
Benda yang kita suka tak semestinya baik untuk kita kan?:)
Insya Allah~~


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