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Ramadhan datang lagi:)
Sunday, July 15, 2012 | 8:32 PM | 0 comments
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Gambar comel ihsan Encik Google.
Beberapa hari lagi nak Ramadhan dah. Suka? Oh, mesti!
Tapi dalam pada itu, saya malu, nervous, takut, dan sebagainya juga. Haila hati, penuh warna-warni betul kamu ye?
MALU
Ye, malu blushing-blushing tutup muka macam baby comel ni. Hehehe..ala-ala malu nak jumpa pakwe! Sebabnya, saya tau saya ni tak layak, tapi Allah tetap bagi peluang untuk jumpa Ramadhan, kumpul saham akhirat. Syukur, Ya Allah. Bukakanlah hat saya, permudahkanlah saya untuk buat sehabis baik Ramadhan ni, and seterusnya..insya Allah.
Cuak tahap gaban gigit gigit jari bila ingatkan all the 'what if's. What if this is the last ramadhan? What if i lose against my desire? What if i don't manage to perform and grab all the opportunity? Ah~i owe myself a big slap on my face, at least! Mission for the holy-month? # fulfill the fasting mission, with no whine. I whine a lot. It's normal to hear me say, "laparnya.." or "penatnya.." and i know that's bad. :( # solat di awal waktu, pada setiap waktu. # read the holy love letters more than i did last year. # help mom. Really, last Ramadhan, i didn't help her much. It was so tiring, with the workload and heat. i should at least stick to this, additional tasks, insya Allah. Baby steps for a grown up lady. hailah. Now u know why i'm shy, ashamed and all. May we make the best out of this Ramadhan, yo! Insya Allah! |